fall to pieces

2007-06-08T22:32:00.000+08:00

hello frens :)

i have MOVED... to somewhere faraway...

ask me for my new bloggie address.

:)

2007-06-08T02:06:00.000+08:00

sorry-- my friends arent sorry.

only i am.

i will not cry..

whine..

or complain.

i'll smile knowin im surrounded by so much love. i dont hate... and now i get it.. what they all said abt him.. i didnt believe...i get wat they all meant after 2 years++...

i cant believe i screwed up my tests..all gone..

i'll be fine soon.

2007-06-07T09:42:00.000+08:00

i've never been so insulted my whole life.
i've never seen so much hatred put down in words.
i've never known of anyone hu hated me tis much.
i'm sorry if i have been a bug.. u shuld have shooed me away a long tym ago. u shulnt have tried to be nice.it's not worth it for a person like me.
okay.im a bitch.im a whining piece of shit. okay. i complain, whine and cry. im sorry. i apologize on behalf of my frens as well.
thanks for this wake up call.
i wun bug u again.
im really sorry.
im really sorry.
im really sorry.
im really sorry.
im so hurt rite now.
im so filthy.
ur words were so harsh and strong.
i didnt know.. i didnt know.. i was bothering you... its too late to regret. im really sorry.
okay i wont talk to you again.

2007-06-06T20:59:00.000+08:00

ISNT THIS PICTURE FUNNY?!!

HELLO :)decan test suckx man! gonna fail. confirm gurrantee chop chop!!!

but nvm la..small weightage.. big deal arh.. HAHAHHAHAHA

WE WERE LIKE BITCHIN ABT THE TEST SO LOUDLY AND UNGLAMLY.

friday is accounting!!

oh gawd! screwed. i dun wana study la!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

gosh studyin wit shafiq and mannan is like commiting laughter suicide.

if u study with them...u will seriously die of laughter.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

sheenu! remb dun look back?

HHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

ok!!!! im gona shower!! *toodles* :) :) denise i heart u. cheer up okie. im seeing u tmr..yay!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2007-06-02T21:34:00.000+08:00

vintage

class unity!! we all bought the same tshirt!! my pretty laptop cover!!!

*SINGs* 'i can give u gatsby.... gatssssbyyyyyyy'....

hahah! i love tt commercial! the guy is so blur and cute and the song is contagious!!

anyway!!! so exciting!! me shirleen and eryn made our way to suntec for the I.T show after school on friday.. there were sooo many people.. we had to literally squeeze our way through!! leen led the way as i held on to her bag.. and eryn followed behind.. as soon as we stepped into the exhibition hall.. we started getting delirious with all the good bargains and discounts!! we could hardly contain ourselves!! we were like three aunties in a very crowded fish market.. it was so noisy but we still could hear each other la.. but eryn was like screaming at the top of her voice.. me and leen were like --eryn chill we CAN hear you...you knw-- we continued our shopping..i bought a 2gig thumbdrive for 31 buckx.. tt is a bargain ok!! we even bought a laptop protector tt supposedly protects ur laptop frm scratches and dust.. but i have to admit i only bought it cux of the design! it was such a nice picture! so pretty.. a pic of a pixie like girl.. cant stop admiring my laptop!! niceeee! all three of us bought it but diff designs..eryn spent the most as usual!!! and amongst the ecstatic crowd.. we spotted a super adorable ang moh baby...wit blue eyes..she flashed me a smile when i touched her hand.. soooo cuteeeee!....anyways after burnin holes in our pocket.. we decided to have a budget dinner and proceeded to marina square food court and me and eryn tried the WHATEVER drink! eryn was jux so worried tt she was goin to get the OOLONG TEA hahahhahah!!!

i finally managed to catch the miss universe 2007!! miss usa fell flat on her ass!!!! omg! but i admire the fact tt she got up strong and continued.. i would have cried and ran off stage!!! and miss japan not tt nice after all la!! miss korea is stunning!!! she shuld have won.

Hakim *u are so cute sometimes*

term tests nxt week and i've been slackin la.. die.. gotta buck up!!!

study study!!

2007-05-30T18:10:00.000+08:00

i was like dozing off the whole day so sleeepy.... even on the way to school.. i was like sleepin on the bus..and then in class..and OMG OMG OMG!! i felt like squeezing shafiq's brain out in the laB..!!! AAAARGH!! i mean MR EYE CANDY was like BEHIND ME ONLY!! *bashes shafiq* i sat there STUNT. anyways its okay shafiq *i still adore you*.. but i adore hunky abdul mannan WAY more... *grinx* today we wore matching colour!! yay!! a pity we didnt get to sit beside each other today!!! HAHAHAHA rite mannan?.... after much gossipin and makin origami..me and eryn were makin our way ard when suddenly eryn flashed me a constipated look.... i responded to that look wit a "wat?" OH..apparently her slippers broke! a seemingly perfect excuse to get a new pair of slippers at charles and keith! *bleah*then had our fav hotdogs at tampines mall..
FINALLY i watched nana the jap movie..oooh i love it.. but i din quite get the ending though..did she fall for nana??
oh darn i din get to catch miss universe! but i heard miss japan won!! kudos to the very pretty riyo mori! shes doin asia proud! but im still soo jealous of her..

contradictive and random.. thats me..

y do i kp uploading pics to my blog lately?.. boliao..
denise says im MISS CHATTER BOX. DOES ANYONE AGREE?

i'll be a good girl

2007-05-30T01:23:00.000+08:00

sooo...headed off to meet miss k denise and azhar at town after marketting test.. darn it.. i've been a bad girl to mummy mux start being a good girl already..ytd ktv.. today town.. haix wit all the tests surroundin me.. i'm still shoppin and what not...

all the crazy pics scattered all over.. me and bestie...

pretty denise..

shafiq fighting wit his chicken..

and me lookin cross eyed!!

lame...HEEEEE

2007-05-27T02:27:00.000+08:00

it was my last day at Billybombers...it feels sAD...but at the same time relieved..for the past 3 yrs..it had been my second home..wells..life goes on.. i've met some gems at my chapter at BB..and i am glad i atleast got a chance to knw them in my life- DENISE*-KELLY*-CAROL-QING PEI-MINDY-WILLIAM-VINCENT-PEBBLE-HUISHAN-STEPH-RICHARD-AH CHUNG-MAG-GARRY-ZIQI-BEN-JASMINE-KOK SIN-MACKAY-LIM-JOEY-JOANNE-JIA YIN-JIAWEN-CALVIN-KENNY-ALICE-DERRICK-KEXIN-NELSON-PRISCILLA-KIMMY-JESSY-ELWEN-GARY-JAY-KATHY-THE 2 DESMONDS-DAPHNE-SHIRLEY-TSE YOUNG-LESTER-CJ-EUGENE-AH PING-ANTHONY-BANI-YI CONG-UNCLE WILLIAM-GEN-KRIS-BAILIN-SANDRA-FAT HAND-JULIET-KRISTABEL-ANNABELLE-AH YONG-WILLY-AH YEN-AH SEONG-SHARON-HUI JIUN-UNCLE TEH-UNCLE LIM-JEFFREY-NOEL-JACK-ALEXI-SERENE-MARK-THERESA-JUN JIE-DILAR-MARCUS-JACKY-DARCY-VIRGIE-SENTHI-RAJU-ANGELINE-CHEF FOO-CHEF ALAN-CHEF LOK

If i have worked with you before and ur name is not mentioned...it either means i forgot!! or...u are not worth mentioning..or..i dun like you!! the names i've bold are extra special!!!

was really happy that i did not get to spend my last days at bb at the bugis outlet..the central one was pleasing enough..got to spend it with GARRY ZQ and ofcox KELLY..

this chapter ends but a new chapter will begin..

okok!! lets sing KTV nxt week gals!! i dun care if u lose ur voice kelly..u will belt out M2M wit me and qing pei!!

nickky-LiciouS

2007-05-23T22:17:00.000+08:00

in the dark theres oways u

my new biMbo shoes rite hazel?

nickky and frankenstein

fell asleep at 6pm and woke up at 8pm.. so i guess will be sleepin late tonite.... tmr meetin kelly at vivo.... Shan wans us to go find her at cineleisure too..miss wrestling with her...

---------Come save me baby-------------

2007-05-21T17:51:00.001+08:00

I am fake and insultive.

hopeless.

--------disappears--------------

hmmm

2007-05-15T22:57:00.000+08:00

our dinner at HIP cineleisure
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i didnt want it to get ugly...or get harsh on you..but u haff to understand tat she was tkin too much..its sad...

anyway on the brighter side.. me and eryn are gonna start the PLAYGIRL magazine..time to let the ladies get the pleasure...WHAH..eryn had some wild ideas JUNGLE?!! im the interviewer and eryn is the photographer and hazel the stylist...haha..IDEAS are the start..

sorry i fell asleep durin spiddy three eryn..despite all the action and the very handsome character HARRY..

dinner at hip was fun with the 11 of us.... but not as fun as i expected.. am glad kelly and pebbs was also there to take CRAZY neoprints with me..

so submitted my letter of resignation to bb..isit the right thing?.. WHATEVER it dun F*CKIn Matter..

tutoring ah boy would be fun..

met up wit NOEL ..ooooh missed him...

i wun let eryn stop me frm sitting wit hunky abdul manan tmr..hrmm..

went shoppin wit mummy today..bought a new top and a new organizer..

miss k and denise we soo need to mit up soon!

okie..bye

heLLo

2007-05-10T22:58:00.000+08:00

had a Great time with keLLy at town!! first off we went to have lunch at heerens bb.. there we had lots of fun with steph and jas..laughed a whole lot..was quite touched by steph's words that i was the best shift leader she ever trained..[thanx steph.. i guess i dun hate u anymore] HAHAH..anyway.. kelly and me were like acting crazy as usual.."like i've been playing alot"...

hahaha..[DELETE THAT SEDUCTIVE VIDEO OF ME , KELLY] lol..after lunch we headed to cineleisure to catch the movie Wild Hogs..quite CHEESY but still FUNNY!! there was this middle aged lady sitting behind us.. she was like laughing hysterically at a very high frequency!! LOL.. and kelly teached me a new trick.. something i can use if i actually happen to go to the cinema with AHEM..hahahah!! shhhh..SOOO..after the movie we had some desset at NYDC outside THE BALCONY..where kelly found her one true love ZEN! lol..coincidentally we saw pebble! hah..so after that we walked to dhoby ghaut mrt..and headed for home..

school is almost back to normal today...smiles..lotsa proj comin up..

yay! class dinner tmr..jacq my dear sweetie pie bdae.. esther and HQ wan as well..weeee...i feel like i have been developin a foul temper lately..how come huh.. SO DUN STEP ON MY TAIL

jacq!! save me.. i so need to go sch wit u.. or else i'll be wastin money on cabs!! MISS K AND DENISE..MISS YOU..

BYEEEE

EMO

2007-05-08T19:28:00.000+08:00

what an emo day..

it started with me takin a cab to school then just as the cabbie was about to reach TP i realised i forgot to bring my wallet! DARN then had to come all the way back to sengkang..then to TP again..wasted a bomb of cab fare!...then all that drama in the morning caused me to be late for lecture and i ended up sitting alone in a row of seats!!i didnt even noticed the seat my girls saved me......... my lunch SUCKED..tat bloody aunty at the western store in sch called us BODOH!! WAH LAN EH!! she think that we dun understand malay huh?! by the way aunty your food sux u should just CLOSE DOWN! the lasagne i got frm tat aunty stall was DISGUSTING!! PUke.. Leen's spag was WORSE..i felt like today we kept flinging words of angerlike daggers at each other..WHY..i think cux all four of us were clad in BLACK the weather was stifflin HOT....and my menses is approachin.. plus there was an emo atmosphere today..and someone close to me was in a silent EMO mode.. :( so yeah.. my day kinda of sucked..even the printers of TP were turning their backs on me..i felt like disassembling those ass printers.. DO NOT PROVOKE ME U DAMN PRINTERS. i just realised there werent any laughing out in paroxyms of laughters today.. its okie.. tmr is always better..HOPEFULLY.. MISS KELLY..thats ur job okie? GAWD i so need to stop spendin money on CABS.. its like im addicted to cabs!! BYE

2007-05-07T14:50:00.000+08:00

Welcome to the planet
Welcome to existence
Everyone's here
Everyone's watching you now Everybody waits for you now What happens next? I dare you to move I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor I dare you to move Like today never happened Today never happened before Welcome to the fallout Welcome to resistance The tension is here Between who you are and who you could be Between how it is and how it should be Maybe redemption has stories to tell Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell Where can you run to escape from yourself? Where you gonna go?Where you gonna go?

PISSSSSEd

2007-05-04T20:43:00.000+08:00

today was a long day..had school then discussed proj..then went to town to help mummy pay the bill..i,ve been havin alot of long days lately....TIRED..on wed..met denise after french tutorial at aljunied then headed to town.. for shopping!!! whenever i walked into a shop there would be beeping noises.! wth..haha..HORRIBLE..i think i have bar codes in my body..........i bought a new bag frm taka and a pair of shorts from TOPSHOP..so stylo..!! lol..then went for dinner at NYDC.. wit missk and denise..rahim and claud was there too..and WE SAW AN UGLY BETTY LOOK A LIKE!! the resemblance was EXTRAODINARY!!!! HAHAH...then on thurs went to Tampines mall with eryn and hazel..the same thing HAPPENED..when i walked into esprit..BEEP BEEP..I DIDNT STEAL ANYTHING!! HAHAH..
anyway..eryn has been dressin up to themes these two days..ytd it was AUNTY..and today it was ORANGE LANTERN!! haha!
tmr workin till closin..DREAD..
F**K YOU MANNNN!!! i hate u!! when i leave...PLS KNOW IT WAS BECAUSE OF YOU! u came in and screwed things up!! BASKETT.. so pissed that i called kelly and blew my top abt her.......

POOR ERYN

2007-04-30T22:27:00.000+08:00

Eryn got her teeth extracted today...and it hurts like hell..dun worry girl..will get better yeah....so frustrated..last nite i just couldnt sleep..TOSSIN and TURNIN..and ended up sleepin at 3 plus..FREAKIN ANNOYIN..anyway had lunch with eryn kenneth and denny today..as usual we laughed our heads off...denny actually finished one whole bottle of chilli!! OMG! im tired...

2007-04-29T01:47:00.000+08:00

woRk=No fun..but atleast got to see ELWEN!!! hehe..today.which is like sunday is the only free day i have this whole week..awwww..i need some beauty rest..so next week havin some social appts..lol.. mon its denny and co... wed is miss k and denise.. fri its kelly and i think sat its kelly too..lol FUN...

lousy blog

2007-04-27T11:48:00.000+08:00

Omg..can u believe it..i'm actually blogging..in what seems like years.. i better start bloggin or cobwebs will start to grow...school started..on monday..our united class actually SPLIT into three..WTH..so pissed.. can onli go sch wit jacq on mon wed and fri..IN the words of Jack>>BLOODY HELL.. but its okie..still have my clique wit me..the four of us and the very cute bing..and still get to go for lectures wit the rest of them and i will make a point to sit wit my HUNKY abdul mannan and JOKER shafiq durin lectures..they make me SMILE..

ANY way met denny and his fren kenneth on tues..where we had lunch at gelare..the five of us just kept laughin..i missed denny..goin to meet him again on mon..

this blog stinks..cant even put tagboard..LOUSY!!

okie..gtg..meeting kelly and qing pei for lunch and then goin to work in the evenin..HATE WORK...someone save me..

JOKE OF THE WEEK-----"LET ME OUT!!!!!!!!!"..haha inside joke!

2007-02-13T09:19:00.000+08:00

why the hell havent i been blogging..maybe cuz i have been super busy.. with proj and and more projs... haix.. anyways.. chickedee has passed on and i cried for a whole night.. sad.. my pet of nine years.. and "thanks" ben for asking me to go for a bird flu check up... *bleah* ... bro in law has actually bought me two parakeets!! the mini version of a parrot..but they cant talk though ....they are cuutte but quite noisy.. the male is munchkin and the female is mango!!!!!! haha...
haix dont you hate it when people start changing on you... how can two people who seemed to share so many fun times together and was inseparable.. start to drift apart??? was it just a passing phase?? it hurts..
anyways.. valentines day wont be lonely for me! i will be spending it with my books and notes!! hahah exams are nearing the corner!!!! okie.. its not that bad will be spending V-day with bestie missk and denise!!
Work isnt as fun as it used to be.... mag is to busy at central bb... haix.. and kelly.. welll.. haix.. and elwen is no longer my motivation to go to work... hahah..
and introducing the pinky family of k607--- ERYN-pinky rhino!!! NICKKY-pinky HIppo!! SHIRLEEN-pinky camel!! and finally.. HAZEL-- pinky BUffaLo!!! HAHHHH
vivo with the pinky family was so fun.. helped them wit cny shopping..
"eryn eryn... you know how to do com prog???!!! you dont know u ask me k?" hahahhahahahahaha!!!!!

2007

2007-01-03T16:08:00.000+08:00

okieee my first post for 2007!! lucky 7 yeah!!

been having a great time since jan 1st..
went cathay bb for new year..
made up wit her..guess we are okay now..
spent the first second of 2007 wit mag and peggie at macs..listening to fireworks..
saw johnathan leong!! yummy..lol..
went to st james wit the clique..
then went ktv the one at cineleisure..gosh my heels were so high.. i kept tripping.. i am sooo not good at wearing heels..saw noel..
was walking to the taxi stand at heerens after ktv..saw someone HAHa..after all the wrong msgs sent..after all the stewpid things i said..i can still go up and say hi..CRAZY..he looked GOOOD.. he still has the smile of CRAZY FROG..HAHH..and his bike is gorgeous..wooo..
just read tat someone's blog..[HER... HER.. HER...].. GOD...
then reached home at abt 3am..
school is sooo boring..
hope my health improves this year...
sorry shirleen..you had to do all the work for psycho..
dinner at new york new york..
kelly my sunshine... smileeeeeee!!
life without mag as manager-wonder wat its like..
THE OC is getting sad-der..

My Life this year

2006-12-22T12:22:00.000+08:00

weLL my life this year was not good.. a horrible horrible thing happened to me.. something that i thought would never happen to me.. something that nobody deserves to go through....i dunknw when i would really get over it...i dunknw if i can ever get over it... my health also took the plunge for the worse.... even got warded..family stuff...this year was the worse year of my life.. and before i say that i wished this year never happened... i go on to think of the people that i came to know this year...all my classmates....eryn..the humble stylish understanding smart responsible fren..always puts a smile on my face ...shirleen.. my first fren in the class..cheerful pretty understanding leader-quality smart.always setting me straight when im in a mess... hazel funny cute smart loveable.. jacq..the person i can tell anything to.. i laugh about everything and anything with her.. i understand her and she understands me... bing..the sweetest guy that i can laugh alot with.. my very own "justin timberlake"... shafiq and mannan..although im always your target for ur tricks.. i still love u guys!..amos..the guy hu always makes me laugh till my tummy hurts...esther...loving girl thats just soo cute..denny..we click well dun we?...love bitching with you..mice..we can get back at shafiq and mannan..!! all the rest of K607.. YOU brighten up my life! ROY-YOU ARE THE BEST!!
My princess KELLY!! I LOVE YOU... I do!!! I always feel greatt when im around you... my little sunshine..i owe so many treats la.. you have got a BIG heart..
nOEL...MY BITCH...ANGEL...love you...theres plenty more i juz cant remb..peggie!! huishan!! too many.......many many..william vincent...AH FONG!!! richard..
and also people that i grew closer to this year...
mag... u are the best.. i admire you.. i do..quick get married..gen kris...mindy...love you...so many so many..ben..joey..
MY BEST FREN- i love you.. u know that.. we are like sisters... our frenship is so precious...like diamonds.. it will never be destroyed..
Denise-....we clicked the first time we met.. and we are still clicking well....!!
CaROl----WO AI NI--- working with you has improved my mandarin DRASTICALLY!!
JASMINE... I want more bubble teas next year ok!
Theres just toooooo manyyyy... KIMMY-LOVE YOU BABE
But most importantly.. my family...words cannot express all you have done for me..esp this year
After thinking of all this.. i realised that although.. many many unpleasant things happened this year..... everything happens for a reason... and I thank GOD for all the GOOD things that happened this year...and hope for the best next year.....im surrounded by so much love..... thank you SAMMY........ always look on the bright side......
MERRY XMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR

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2006-12-04T12:19:00.000+08:00

okieee. its been ages since i last blogged.....been having alot of fun.. at sch.. at work.. went to vivo two weeks in a row... had carls junior...... then cut my hair at chapt 2.. mannan and shafiq keeps bullying me.. bunch of morons.. anyway.. glad tat i managed to pass my em2..statistics...and econs.. so tats cool.. but i tink im gona fail my c.prog... my headaches getting worse.. wats happening to mee..... am i transforming into a mutant.. hahahhaha.. stewpid..tomoro kailing bdae.... today going see 'open season' with her.... dying to go MOS la..................................... me and jacq got a new route to got to sch.. yeah.. no more squeezy 27 for us.. yeahh... kellya nd kimmy those crazy bitches... haha.. miss them.... miss mag mag toooo.. so loong nva see her la... eryn.. hope ur toe gets better.... --------gtg---------

vivo viVO ViVo ViVo

2006-11-05T18:56:00.000+08:00

omggg..been goin out since wed.. went shopping at vivo city two days in a row... spent over two hundred bucks.. the FOREVER21 store there is AMAZING... its sooo HUGE and i couldnt resist picking some tops and a few accessories..on wed went there wit kailing and sheenu.. was shagged when we finally reached hm at nite then tues went there again wit min min and kelly... had a great time..lol..we ate so much lor.. carls junior then ben and jerrys..goodness..... then on fri.. kelly and gen picked me up frm sch.. then we went to outram to mit mag and proceeded to jurong point bb to have our lunch...later kris joined us oh mannn.. the a.m there had a huuuge asss!! hhahahah!! we kept gawking at it!! whahaah.. damn funny..gen has a new name-'hello daniel' and mag is 'my melody' hahaha!!! gen can u pls throw away ur ah pek hp pouch...lol.. esther was so funny... we kept laughing.... and laughing....
As for sch...thursday and fri was quite boring........
and i heard sumtink again... haha.. tat short ass actually told the whole world abt wat she thought... GOSH..and everyone knew except me.... HRMMmmm.. and tat was like 8 mths agooo...anyway bumped into alexi and we bitched abt tat shortass.. it was fun.... hahah..and noel did his impression of her..it was hilarious..
OMG.. so long never see AH fOoNg!! whaha..nvm tmr can see.....tmr wathing the grudge 2 with Eryn.. hurray

(as time goes by......)

2006-10-29T14:31:00.000+08:00

To:S1
No.. i thought we shared a nice frenship.... u said i was your "student".. didnt expect u to tell the rest wat u told them. I treated you the same way i treat some of my frens.... you are thick skinned and im disappointed cuz i thought u are a really nice person regardless of wat some pple told me abt u.... wat a waste.. i reallly thought we had a really nice frenship...... and i really thought u were genuinely a nice person..... i was WRONG... if u felt a certain way u cld have asked me or told me how u felt and NOT go around bitching abt me to my frens behind my back..and i thought u were sensible.. yeah rite.. maybe i shlnt have been too nice to u.. i didnt have any intentions.. maybe im the one in the wrong... i treasured ur frenship.. even if obviously u didnt treasure it... watever it is.. i knw tat me and u will never be the same...u are a just my superior and not my fren anymore.

To:S2
Even worse....... you of all people..... you... the one i thought i cld trust so much.... if u felt sumtink was wrong.. tell me!! ask mee!!! u didnt treasure me enough to be honest with me.... instead of making a conspiracy behind my back with the rest.... again.. i thought u were one of the nicest pple i knw... was i wrong.. it doesnt matter.. its reali sad.... why did it have to be you..... we have been thru alot wokin together....nvm it all dun matter anymore

and all the rest hu knew abt it.. im quite upset tat u didnt tell me earlier... but its ok la.. wun let sumtink stewpid like tat affect our frenship in anyway..

on a better brighter note... i,ve been having a blast wit kelly and her funny words she keeps inventing..lol.. scoon.. hollible.. nxt week wed goin VIVO CITY wit kailing and sheenu then another trip to VIVO CITY wit kelly the following day! my treat tis time gal! then on friday... kelly will um pick me up.. then wil mit mag, gen and kris and head on to jurong point.....

SCH is boringggggg.... no handsome guys wan... suxx.. but theres 1 cute guy in one of my lectures... anticipating the nxt time i see him....hahahah!! and psychology is fun fun fun.. rite shirleen?

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2006-10-15T21:07:00.000+08:00

so i,ve just got discharged frm ttsh...not satisfied.. hrmmm.. hv to go see doc again....damn..

anyway just wanna thank all my frens hu visited me-jacq,bing,qing pei,bani,noel,clauds,rahim,denise,pantat(azhar)...
and all those calls and sms-es-mag,jasmine,nelson,qing qing,eryn,shirleen,kelly,mindy,jesse
thanx to my best fren for visiting me everyday....

im so weakk la...

haix..

miss my frens...

miss tat jay chou of bbbj...

miss the life i lead...

to myself..hang in there..... u will be better.....

FREAKING HILARIOUS

2006-09-28T10:31:00.000+08:00

omgggg..yesterday the 27 of sept 2006 is the most FUNNIEST day of the year!!! i think hwee leng,mindy,gen,kris,qing pei and jasmine would agree.. we had a fucking fun timeeee sia..i was laughing since i stepped in the restaurant at 2plus till 11plus at nite..lol omg i,ll tell the whole funny tale...
it began when me and hwee leng and kris went to tk neoprints..its not touch screen la hwee leng stop touching the screen whaha.. then kris struck her toot pose..then we walked pass a camera crew and started flashing poses.. we went to see topman bung...tat got hwee leng all excited..whaha.. then gen came... she flashed half her ass at us...since she was wearing her hipster panties.. it wasnt a pretty sight..then me and kelly wanted to go and change in the toilet-
--nicky to mindy-'eh mindy dun try to cut our queue can..me and kelly say first!'--
--kelly to mindy-'ya lor.. me and kelly say first'..--
whhahahhahah!! wtf
then we were chattingg and playing on floor...kelly waved at the weird guy nxt door..lol....i did bar again..whipped cream-haha tis wan must censored..haha then evry one was shouting.. this table dessert nw tat table dessert nw....and when i looked at tat table.. it will be empty..they kept doing tat to me till i wanted to smack their butts so hard.. i stormed out of the bar.. but then the idiots unknowingly formed a line and started runnin to the kitchen.. tat scene was hilarious.. i broke out into paroxyms of laughter..uncontrollable laughter..omggg..then... now..another scene..
Me and kelly was standing at the runners station looking in the kitchen..then richard came along..skipping merrily like a 7 yr old pre schooler towards william..(not knwing me and kelly was looking at him)..he was swinging his cloth..then called out to william-"WiLyam wilYam...i throw rubbish k.." tat scene was too much 4 me and kelly 2 handle..we burst out laughing....
hahah!! then nxt..Resident HoTTie-AH FOONG
we hv 3 taps at work.. he wanted to wash his hands..he walked up to the 1st tap.. i was using it then he walked to the 2nd tap..kelly was using it..unaware tat he was being watched by kelly... he walked to the 3rd tap....william was using it..whahah..he no choice.. had to use the dishwashers tap! just to wash his hands....kelly came over to tell me...she was like 'AH FOONG.....' b4 she cld continue.. we realised ah foong just walked past....haha.. she said it so fucking loud..lol..
nxt scene..after work... ah foong wanted to change out of his uniform..he opens the storeroom..unbuttoning his shirt....ooo..and then turns to richard and says...'u wanna cum in not?'.. in a flirtatious tone.. "i cant control the excitement...u wanna cum in u better cum in nw..." hahah.......me and kelly... again.. burst out laughing....we then gathered at macs for supper...reminsing all tat had happened..tat day..until we were all reallyyyy tired....we were on an ecstasy of laughter the whole day..tat was exhausting.. till i blurted out a weird sentence-"im so tired i feel like i hv been playing alot" haha wateva..then we set hmm..and heard wat happened to the roses tat gen bought on v-day..whaha..then took the mrt hm..wit gen and kris... kris said sumtink funny... "gen u dropping down here rite?" me and gen laughed... then gen said-"can u dig a hole for me.. i wanna drop down..." HAHAHHHAHAHHAH
yesterday was historical.. i wanna remb it for life.... im so lucky to hv them in my life...

And this is for sum1 hu i just came to knw.. and sumhw labelled me as entertainment...tat sentence got me tinking...y the hell am i "entertaining" you.........GOD...

A PinK PLAsTic Pink FoRk Wun SaVe You

2006-09-25T12:21:00.000+08:00

Last week was so Fun.. kimmy came over 2 bugis for a week and we had a blast...here are sum weird things we did....1) we made snow city in the toilet..hahah! 2)we crossed the road like we nva crossed a road b4..2 lost chickens 3) we had breakfast 2gether while tking weird pics of each other 3)we wanted to cut eachother up with plastic forks and knives 4)we wanted to mk a music video of HOMe-kit chan 5)we kpt sexually harrassing each other...whahhahahh!!!! crazyyyyyy!!! i was on an overdose of laughter!! kimmy stop raising ur leg up and stopping pple frm leaving the restaurant! lol...stop embarrassing me on the train wit ur power rangers ring tone GOSH!!! okie???hhhah..oh yeah and i knw i hv unique taste..........rite kimmy?????
Kelly is cuming bk tis week!!! yeahhhh!!!!! hapi hapi!
OMG... i sent him the wrong msg again.... same thing i did last year!!!!! embarrassing.. kpt screaming OH MY GOD the whole day..hahahahh!!!
on sat went to big sis hse wit mummy to stay the nite...haha.. was funnnn... and bailey isss ssoooo cute.. but i dun dare go near himmm..so rough la....hahah..okie gtg...
check out kimmys pose
and tats bailey-the doggie staring at me

Fun

2006-09-19T11:16:00.001+08:00

yesterday was such a fun day..met eryn in the morning at p.s had breakfast wit kailing and eryn..then kailing left to catch a movie wit her sis..me and eryn chatted and chatted and heard that prank call story...eeeh..then saw claud and rahim..hhah...then later met up wit denise and azahar(tink tats his name)...told denise the whole tragic story...while walking to the heerens...then we had milkshakes at bb heerens..then walked ard summore..had lotsa laughs...till my tummy ached..we saw a butterfly rubberband which denise said look liked buttocks! whahahahah!!then kailing met us and the 4 of us proceeded to cineleisure..wanted to gve bani a visit but he didnt seem to be there..but saw ah ping...then we saw haney! shes working at NYDC..rite infront of THE BALCONY...DAmN...wAt The FuCk...

soooo we carried on our journey to fareast.. saw my senior ben! haha..did u grow taller ben?..lol we walked ard fareast giggling and gossiping..denise did her infamous chen wei lian impression!!! hilarious!! then we had dinner at pastamania...breathed in sum chilli flakes and couldnt stop sneezing..haha...stop digging ur teeth kailing....hah and my fav colour is blue rite?.....*winkssss
yeah! later can see my eye candy at workkk!! and can work wit kimmy 2day..weeee..

im back

2006-09-13T13:44:00.000+08:00

sooo..i wanted to tel him...hoping it wil help me feel better....but not surprisingly..he pushed me away...again....we cant even be frens atleast?..gosh..anyway i blurted it out to noel and kl....finally.....i'll be better.. i will..
On a better note, eye candy alert at bb..hes tall and cute,..mann its been like more than a year since an eye candy worked at bbbj...yeah tat eye candy left to go abroad..for a few months...hrmm i shuldnt kol him eye candy.. i shuld kol him SOURPLUM!!! finally off today after 4 days of workk...i hope kelly is fine..

hhheyyy

2006-09-02T11:21:00.000+08:00

didnt go swimming yesterday ofcox of tt mona...wanted to go out instead..bleahh...todayyy start work at 3... wonder if its gonna be a boring dayy..it been more than a mth since i stepp in there......hmmmm...sian la...byee

weeee

2006-09-01T12:35:00.000+08:00

went town yesterdae...watched monster house quite a cute show..lol..we saw utt too! he looked shorter compared to the last time i saw him..he even looked not so gd looking anymr...boooo..we saw steph... she looked diff...tat cutieee..haha..then saw xiaoxian after our movie and OMG i saw ah ping!!!!! missed him so much..almost screamed when i saw him!...still as sweet as before....okieeee....tmr goin bk 2 workkk..BORING...still contemplating if i wanna stay...mag mag is still there....hmmmmm...sooo swimming again tonite wit the 3 musketeers..then a date wit my prince charming HYUN BIN at ten...yeah! outing with kelly and kimmy on mondayyy...penz off or rather..keyboards off ..haha wateva ..butterfly kisses for you..

n.i.c.k.y

2006-08-30T14:25:00.000+08:00

yesterday went swimming..at hougang swimming pool with kailing,boi and muna....so fun.. stewpid ah boi kept peeing in the water.. yuckkk haha..here i am on this cold lonely rainy day...haixxx... wheres my prince charming? lol...crazy.. im so tking supp paper for efund lar..darn..omg i jux found out tat brian has contracted chicken pox..omg...im responsible!! whaha..sorrieeeee brian....
and garry is leaving 4 bei jing..haixxx gona miss him...and all his crapp...5 mths is a very long time...sad.....okieeeee....byeeeeee..huray tonite can see my drool-worthy hyun bin on my lovely samsoon.....*winkx--dun they look cute in the pics--

hmmm

2006-08-24T13:13:00.000+08:00

july was a damned month for me....hate it... finally im blogging..juz recovered frm chix pox!!! damn! after all my papers i wana enjoy like crazzzyyyyy... hintz>>>cheryl,clauds,xiao ting,miss k, jesse denise, bani, kelly,gen, kris,mindy,kimmy,p.ple of b.b u guys better mk sure i hv a great time!!!! and... gosh.. 2 mths of hols... cooool...u knw wat i hate boring conversationxxx!!--hint hint-- jux a reminder tat boring conversations can cause drowsiness lol.. ...im just bored.. very bored stuck at hm wit chix pox is noooot fun... i need funnnn..hahahah...okie.. omg jonathan(singapore idol) i love uuuuuuu!!! sooo nice definitely my drm guy, paul and joakim get outtt!! talentless freaks okie tat was mean..and the oc is back.....im so happiiiiieeee....*smiles* oh yeah thanx 4 ur funni post missk..[i miss eu i wana say so many things to you..i want you to save me..i wana cry to you and i want you to hold me...i want you to tell me its all goin to be okay..]

2006-05-23T00:16:00.000+08:00

been so long since i last blogged been so busy lately wit sch and work finally could take breather and blog omg my life has changed so much but i still do ponder abt the past sumtimes its hard to keep up wit lifes journey so many things that happened i wish i cld change, so many pple i wish i cld be with again..... so many pple came into my life juz to leave,.,.. nw hows tat fair to me,,. is life supposed to be like tat i wonder,.. anyways im fitting into sch nw and i love my classmates!! haha,.,. they are great,,.. havent been spending much time wit my darls.. nise and kl.... we are juz so darn busy..there ought to be more than 24hrs a day! tis wk is quiz week and the week after nxt is common test week stress!!! and c.an sumone pls be an angel and tell me wat the hell the davinci code is abt? i was watching the movie and didnt knw wat was goin on hahah awrite... time 2 slp nites!

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2006-03-22T13:37:00.000+08:00

hmm...yesterday was another tiring day....went to accompany mona for her doctors appt then headed for town and did some major walking ard...then in the evening went to pray....... haixx.... im so frustrated... the posting is taking tooo long..... sux..... anyway calvin dropped by the other day....he looked diff.... but still the same...he was so funny...... okie gtg...by the way**she misses u**

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2006-03-17T12:07:00.002+08:00

okie!!! so.. back to my blogging... hv been meeting kailing ever since tues after her work! so fun!! hahah.. heard her PL story..eww.. on tues we went to suntec walk walk.. with sheenu,sue and mum.. then went to hv dinner at raffles city cafe cartel.. i had the same philadelphia chezteak and vanilla shk and kailing had pasta and her usual strawberry delight, sheenu had a drink called pink angel..hmm didnt taste as good as it sounded though haha....then we made plans for the nxt day.. ock 645..hahah...remb kl?? poor kl.. she doesnt seem to like her attachment tat much..dun wori.. u will get used to it..smiles...after tat..sue and kl went home..but me and mum and sheenu went to dads working place to wait for him since it was juz ard the corner.. the nxt day..ended work at 5.. then went to mit kl at compass point with the rest.. had kfc for dinner..then proceeded to shopping upstairs...weee..the followin day started with dad waking me frm my beauty slp...went to hv breakfast and lazed ard the hse till abt 1.30pm then got ready to mit denise at tampines mrt and tat brat was late!!!! she still can tell me dun be late!!! to quote jasmine.."slap her upsidedown!!!" hahah..then went to hv lunch at macs.by thw way the shakes at macs suck big time..after lunch.. we went to shop ard tampines mall..we went to toyrus and there were this life size teddy bears playing wit the kids!! hahah so cuuute.. and there was tis cute guy dressed as a cowboy working there..denise fell deeply in love wit him..hhah..the teddy bears shook our hands..hah and denise kept playing it them!! ahahaa..so FUNNY!! was laughing alot there! thennn..we took atrain dwn to town..heerens to mit joey,jocelyn and doris..we walked to centre point macs..(again) so the rest can hv their dinner..me and denise was still full...hah..not long later.. kristine joined us then kailing joined us.. then the 7 of us walked frm centre point to plaza singapura.... denise mouth didnt stop yakking throughout the journey... hha..then we walked ard p.s.... denise was looking for a job at the same time... then me denise and kailing ended up eating ice cream at gelare..the rest went hm liao..we laughed even more at gelare.....then went to check out esprit...after tat we went hm...tired!!!! hah.. omg i used the word then for like a million times alreadi.. hahah...okie... time to sign off...haiz waiting for my sch posting is damn..frustrating...still muz wait another week... darn it!!!!!!!!!! aaargh!!!!

ouchhhh!!!!

2006-03-14T15:21:00.000+08:00

my tummy is aching..!!! got my menses 2day...so pain!! so angry....boo hooo.... later supose to go walk walk at suntec but my tummy hurts...!!!!!!....dun tink can go lor.....and im feeling hungry........................pain pain pain...... ouchie.........ouchieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..........

i lost my hp!!!

2006-03-13T23:44:00.000+08:00

oh my god!! i lost my sony ericsson hp! how super careless of meeee.....but i hv an excuse to buy a new hp..perhaps a nokia wan tis time..and wat surprises me is tat im not tat upset tat i am hp-less nw.. weird.. and denise said she actuali had a feeling tat i lost my hp.. tats strange...an huray.. joeys not angry anymr.. me and denise went to visit her on sunday.. tats like yesterday...we had a talk wit joey.. she resigned frm bb...tats sad..but we're okay.. so tats cool..b4 tat.. went window shopping wit denise at suntec.. saw a very nice skirt at b.u.m.. omg.. im gona get it!! then ate cinammon pretzel at auntie annie.. so niceee.. but my feet was killing me..my new pair of sneakers was biting me..so had to get a new pair of comfy slippers..after tat we took a cab down to town.. far east.. then walked down to heerens to mit joey..we had the amex brownie there.. denise then gobbled dwn a plate of bolognaise..haha..denise is a piglet..then we left after giving joey a big hug.. then started chasing each other to the taxi stand..and took a cab hm..had a nice day yesterday...smiles ;)....... tat was yesterday.. today.. ended work at 5..then went to the marina square outlet with mag..saw mt darlings there..jasmine(mushroom)..mis her so much...then ade..then my comedian kimmy!!! and garry..the business man... haha..we made waffles there.. ended up staining my tee wit flour and butter...darn..but the up side was the waffles turned out ok..!! then chilled at the alfresco area with mag..did our fav... gossip..hehe..then got lazy and called a cab hm!! today was kl's first day attachment..hope it was okay!!! love u loads....!!.. thurs...outing with joey and denise!!! ....... are things goin to get diff??....

confused

2006-03-09T23:54:00.000+08:00

okieee... everybody went hm liao.. had a nice day today.. went ntuc with mumi.. helped her prepare dinner... laughed alot with kailing,moonie, muna and sue.. but the afternoon was spent tidying up the house bleahx.... last nite me gen kris mindy and huiwen went to chill at macs.. finally got to see the famous cheryl.. shes gorgeous.. so envious...hehehe...we met an irritating cab driver on the way.. i think when gen is ard... the cab drivers we meet are almost always annoying.... haha hope she wun read tis..so tmr meeting denise.. goin to raffles city then have to accompany her to tanjong pagar..haizz.. how cum the two of them nva reply my msg.. i hope shes not tat mad..sigh.... dun be angry lar joey!!...i juz remb somethink.. hahahahahah... we hv tis new dessert at work its called cherry glacier.. if tats the way u spell it.. carol pronounced it as cherry gajah... which means cherry elephant in malay!!! hahaha.. me and bani burst into paroxyms of uncontrollable laughter...hahaah... tats downright hilarious!!!.. okie.. .. im off to slppp.... good nite...

oh my god

2006-03-09T00:09:00.000+08:00

oh my god...guess wat??? saw him again.. and cripes!!! embarassed myself again as usual...i think i was born to kp embarassing myself..i zoomed into the toilet and refused to budge and gen joined me..lol...tats how silly and dumb i can be.. so annoying lor...i juz feel so embarrassed..there were some things i said 2 him b4 he left...i thought i was nva goin 2 c him again..and then started 2 feel emotional and blurted stuff out..i am a very emotional person.. anyone hu knows me will knw tat!so yes i feel sucky abt tat now..i even did the same wit alice.. but i dun feel sucky abt tat..eventhough i feel shes avoiding me nw. ANYWAY..he looked great better than the other time.. and by the way i think i made joey angry... [sorry ger]... i think i have a reflex prob.. when i see.. i flee... but it doesnt matter... it really DUN matter... OKay.. so work was fun with xiang ling, gen and mindy...but mag wasnt there!!! ...... cant wait to start sch.. another 3 wks to knw which course i will be doin..sian... yeh... tmr got gatherin at me house...and huray.. i stuck wit the diet plan today......... kailing!!!!! how???? how??? so many things on my mind.....sad lar...and angry... i juz wish things werent so complex in my life..there i go again lamenting abt my life...okayy guess im goin off to bed now... good nite..

boredom..

2006-03-07T12:41:00.000+08:00

okie...off today.. stuck at hm.. supposed to go zoo.. with denise.. but cancel..but daddy bought the fearless dvd.. can watch later..yeh! hhaha.. lame... im all alone at hm with chickedee.. sian.. tmr work 11 split..cant wait to start sch... im feeling so down... life is always unfair to me......... cancelled two appts already last wk.. waxing and haircut..betta start rescheduling the appts..yesterday work was ok.... quite stress cuz steph and mag not ard.. me and andrew duty manager...but lucky got kathy bani,bel and hwee leng...and by the way.. the new ger calista is so sweet... hehe so adorable... but her friend qing pei quite reserved...i miss carol!!! haha... she nva fails to mk me laugh till my eyes start tearing...!! okie gona watch fearless already!! bye!

im watching u disappear but you were never here....its only your shadow... nobody else...coming too late leaving too soon..

2006-03-07T00:24:00.000+08:00

i never learn... all the things tat happened in my life so far... i juz let it repeat themselves.....despite reminding myself not to... time and time again... no self determination..... frustrating..... wat m i to do....

met tato in the morning wit kL then ate swensons... kL is a pig...

shouts out to 2 miss k... 4 creating tiss blog...heehee..

and to u... saw u today.. wat a coincidence.....[i guess to ur dismay.. u hvnt changed]

2006-03-06T15:19:00.000+08:00

MISSK was here!!! =))

testing

2004-09-19T14:43:00.000+08:00

fall to pieces

i'll be a good girl

nickky-LiciouS

hmmm

heLLo

EMO

PISSSSSEd

POOR ERYN

lousy blog

2007

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A PinK PLAsTic Pink FoRk Wun SaVe You

Fun

im back

hhheyyy

weeee

n.i.c.k.y

hmmm

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ouchhhh!!!!

i lost my hp!!!

confused

oh my god

boredom..

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